Shipwrecked - Chapter 144: One Last Time (Mf, oral, masturbation, drugs)

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Chapter 144: One Last Time

We had an urgency on November 22nd to prepare for the arrival of the newcomers. Gale had let us know after the agreements were made the previous evening that we needed to bring some additional supplies North to accommodate more people staying up on the ridge to work on shelters and clearing fields. Most, they would be carrying themselves, but not everyone was going to go North, we had decided. We'd have them camp in the South a couple of days so that Hakee and I could interview and interact with them. Then we'd see most of the group North to start in earnest on shelters. One or two would be kept in the South to bulk up our efforts there.

I'd missed that the 21st was Tok's birthday. It was easily to miss such things if not reminded. Dates meant little unto themselves. The seasons were more important to our survival. Still, I at least would have liked to remember to tell him happy birthday when we'd talked the day before.

I decided that we needed to deal with the cocaine issue before the complication of newcomers was thrown into our lives. So Kate, Hakee, and I went North carrying heavy packs of supplies, planning to spend half a day there before heading back to our work in the South.

We left just as dawn crept over the Eastern horizon and made our way fairly quickly to find the others working in the fields. Instead of breaking to discuss the issue, the three of us put on work clothing and helped to form rows in a field for peas and beans. While we worked, the Elders, my Vice Chief, Gale, and I discussed the issue.

Gale raised it first. “So, upon finishing the inventory, I realized that we'd kept hidden, and largely secret, a supply of illicit substances.” She described the cocaine, heroin, various pills, and other unidentified things we'd found and held, largely forgotten, in the locked trunk.

“What is the issue?” Kate asked. “Just toss it all.”

“I don't think it is that simple,” Gale explained. She gave our prepared explanation for the medical uses of the known drugs. “I think throwing them away would be foolish.”

“Okay, that makes sense,” Manu acknowledged, “so why did this require us to meet?”

“There are... other uses. That, we must discuss.”

Tok cautioned, “The white nose is dangerous.”

Gale nodded, “It can be...”

“But so is alcohol,” I said, speaking for the first time since we'd begun discussing the drugs, “but we have been able to find moderation with it.”

“This is true...” Tok said thoughtfully, his hands coated in rich soil, wiping his forehead with the back of his arm.

“What are you suggesting, you two?” Manu asked. “That we treat these drugs like alcohol?”

Gale looked at me, and I replied, “Not exactly. I think... I think we are just asking the question. We can't lock it up unless we decide it is all of medical value. But... we can't really know if it holds medical value if we don't try it ourselves first. We might seriously harm someone later if we find out it has spoiled, or become contaminated.”

“So... you wish to try it out first?” Manu queried.

“Yes,” Gale responded. “I think that if we are considering it all to be part of the medical resources and not a vice commodity like alcohol, or those old cigars that Kal still insists we keep, we should at least verify that what we're keeping has use.”

“And you'd know this, how?” Kate asked. “Just snort a few lines of one or the other?”

“How else?” Gale asked.

The Elders looked amongst themselves. Tok seemed to speak for all of them. “I think we could tolerate a single night of such testing. But after that, if it is medically useful, it is off limits to casual use. If it is not useful, then we clearly would wish to destroy it.”

Kate and Manu nodded. I said, “Thanks for the consideration. I'll be sure Amy gets this recorded in the minutes.”

“So what will we do?” Kate asked, “I want to try it, too. It's been a long time.”

“If you do, you cannot nurse for a few days,” Manu cautioned her, “it will likely be in your milk.”

Kate nodded. “Understood... I'll... I'll think it over.”

“Whoever wishes to try it will do so tomorrow evening, once work is complete for the day. One or the other,” Gale said, “not both. And only a little at first to be sure it is not going to make us very ill.”

“We brought some with us,” I said, a bit sheepishly, “in case... uh... in case anyone here wished to take part.”

“Leave it with us,” Tok said. I handed him the small baggies of each substance, more than enough for anyone wishing to snort a line of coke or heroin. “We will return the remainder after those wishing to take part have done so.”

“Do you know how to do it?”

Tok grinned. “I said the white nose is dangerous. I did not say that I also enjoyed it when I was a young man. A rare treat, yes, but an enjoyable one.”

“Which?”

“The white powder. This brown one, I do not know.”

I explained about heroin and suggested that it could likely be snorted just like cocaine. We did have a handful of clean needles in our medical supplies, but there was no way we would use those limited resources to shoot heroin.

We bid the Northerners farewell after working the fields for a few hours then sharing a quick lunch. It wasn't clear who, of those in the North, might be taking part in our trials. What was obvious, however, was how close Kunomo and Kylana clung to each other. They sat together. They worked the fields together. They talked close together. It was nice to see how happy both seemed to be, the uncle and niece finally able to share time together intimately and as close friends.

- - -

“So, that's the plan,” I told everyone gathered in the common room. Amy had taken notes and would formalize the Council's vote later as part of our legal history and precedential documents. I was carefully watching Bailey's face to see how she reacted. The look on her face was measured and even. I couldn't read her, which wasn't common for me. Usually, I could tell what Bailey was thinking with a quick glance. If she was angry, she was hiding it well.

“Not fair,” Amy said, “I want to try some...”

“You can't,” Kate said softly, “Azure...”

“I know...”

“Maybe we can set aside some of one of them, if the Council approves, which you or anyone who isn't currently able can have when you are ready.”

“Okay...” Amy was mollified.

One-by-one, the others at the main camp let known their feelings, generally accepting and Hakee and Kate wishing to take part. All except for Bailey. She kept quiet throughout, sometimes watching me, her eyes not revealing her thoughts. Finally, I prompted her, “Thoughts, Sweetie?”

“You know how I feel about that stuff.”

“I do...”

“You're an adult, Kal. You get to make stupid decisions.”

“Hey,” I started, “I d—”

“I'm not blaming or judging you, Kal,” she said gently, “not much, anyway. I just hope this is all. I don't want you using this stuff...”

A quiet drew over those of us gathered. Amy asked softly, “This seems personal...”

Bailey looked away a moment, then spoke. “My dad was hooked on stuff like this for a long time. It really messed him up... I don't want that to happen to anyone here. I just don't.”

“Sorry,” Amy said, then looked at me. “Only this one time, right?”

I nodded, feeling resolved that it would be so.

“Just this time,” Amy said, holding Bailey's hand. “For the good of the community. Get to try it and see if it is still okay. Then, all those huge bags go into the medical supplies. Still locked up, I hope?” She added.

I said, “I suppose so. Hadn't thought about that. Makes sense.”

“Good.”

- - -

I pulled Bailey to me as we sat on the covered porch section on the front of one of the shelters. I held her against me despite the heat. “You okay?” I asked softly.

“Yeah... I guess... I guess I just miss my old family, you know? Mom. Melody,” Bailey said slowly. Melody, her older sister, and her mom had been killed in the cruise ship disaster. “Even Dad, though I barely knew him. Mostly, I just remember Melody telling me how crazy he was. I found out later it was drugs like coke and heroin.”

“Sorry...”

“I just... think about Mom, and Melody, mostly. Sometimes. Like... that's so far away I barely remember much about them.”

“I know the feeling.”

She looked at me and shook her head. “I'm not sure you do, Kal... I mean... your family, the people you were close to... they lived... You found them again.”

“True,” I said gently, “maybe, uh... maybe your mom... you sister...”

She shook her head again. Bailey said, “No. I don't want to play that game, Kal. The odds that either survived... No. I won't do that to myself. But... I do wonder what they'd think about me. About my life. About Katie.” Bailey's eyes were glistening, and her lip trembled.

“Well, I think,” I said, holding her to me, “they'd be really proud of you. For all you've done to help me, to help others. They'd be proud to know how much you care about your new family. And Katie. Especially Katie. I'm sorry they aren't here to see this now.”

“Me too,” she said quietly. “Kal, promise me,” she stated, “tomorrow is the only time you do this, okay? Don't go sneaking off to do coke behind my back, okay?”

“I promise.” And I knew, despite the temptations which might be ever-present, I'd hold fast to that promise. Bailey was far too important. “Bailey, if you said not to, I wouldn't do it even once more tomorrow. Just say the word.”

She was quiet a moment, then she said, “No. Get it out of your system. Test it out, to be sure its safe for the future. I'm okay with this one time, so long as it is only one time.”

“I promise.”

“Kiss me.”

I did so, then said, “You know, after I do a line of coke... I get really horny.”

Bailey laughed. “And I'd know things were different because...?”

I chuckled. “True. I suppose that's not much different, eh?”

“You somehow manage to keep a great number of women very satisfied here, Kal. I don't know how you do it, but you must be horny all the time, I think.”

“Pretty much.”

“Well, reserve me the top spot on your list for tomorrow night.”

“Top spot. You got it.”

- - -

The twenty-third felt like an odd day in so many ways. We were just a day or two away from the arrival of those seeking to move from Uhonamona to Phoenix. Preparations were well underway, and my nerves were rattling from the changes such new faces would bring us. I hoped it meant we'd be better able to defend ourselves and to provide sustenance for all, but I couldn't shake the concerns I had about integrating so many new people into our community.

One good thing was that they all spoke decent English. Enough to communicate with us, at least. That would make the interviews easier, and certainly would help whenever we needed to assign tasks, explain processes, or called for the defense of the island. Gale had put in a lot of work to teach the language while on Uhonamona, and the ten people we'd picked out were among the first classes to finish her instruction. The four-year old, as far as I knew, did not speak English, though I supposed it was possible the child's mother had passed on some of the language over the time since her classes.

The day also was the one we'd picked to try out the two main drugs in the locker. I'd decided to take the first hit of cocaine to test it before anyone else did, then I would do a full line or two once I was certain it still held its potency and hadn't been made toxic with time. Kate opted to do coke as well, and she would put off breastfeeding for three days as a result. I knew it was a tough decision, but Kate rarely did anything for herself these days, so it was actually nice to see her want to do something fun for a change. Mie and Poln were too young to take part, I decided, though I promised both that once they turned sixteen, if they still wanted to try either, and assuming the stock was still okay, they would get one chance to do so.

Amy, Bailey, and Keekah were not going to consume anything, all three breastfeeding. Amy did want to reserve some cocaine for another day, but neither Keekah nor Bailey had any desire to do either drug. That left Hakee, and she was willing to give the heroin a chance.

In the North, Popko wanted to try heroin, while Gale, Kunomo, Nina, and Tok were taking a couple of lines of coke each. Again, the teens Hunamu, Tila, Tika, and Kylana were too young, and they were given the same offer as Mie and her cousin. Manu and Amu would observe but not partake.

The evening arrived and after a meal of snails fried with clams, onions, and potatoes, everyone but Amy and Keekah took part in a playful bath in the surf, then we washed off in the bathhouse, two-by-two. The people in the North standing by to hear the results of the initial tests, we gathered in the common room and brought out the drugs.

My heart was racing by the time I explained how it would work. Even though they weren't taking part themselves, Amy, Keekah, Bailey, Mie, and Poln were inside with us to watch.

I cut the cocaine into two long lines on a tray, then snorted about a quarter of the first one. It hit me immediately. Not too hard, as I'd only done a small amount, but enough to feel my head clear and my pulse speed up. “Mmm...” was all I said at first. I let it sink in a moment, testing my sensations. I didn't feel anything I didn't expect. I always had a tightening around my eyes and in my head. That was normal. My regular aches and pains became distant. Also normal.

Hakee laid out her lines of heroin and snorted a small amount. It took a moment, but her eyes grew heavy and she grinned. “Oh, wow...”

“Good?” I asked, buzzing.

“Mmm-hmm...”

“Give it another few minutes to be sure.”

We waited and my buzz began to go away. I'd felt nothing indicating a concern, and Hakee reported the same. So, we both snorted the remainder of our lines, then finished the second.

I was awash in racing, speeding energy. I had to stand and start pacing around. My mind spun through a dozen thoughts at once. I loved that rush. I wished I could live my life with it. I knew it had drawbacks and side effects which would make it a horrible long-term sensation, but for the moment, I was flying high.

Hakee was my opposite. She lay down and closed her eyes, smiling. She kept saying, “Wow... wow... Mmm...”

“Amy,” I said rapidly, “let the North know we're good. Bailey,” I said, reaching for her hand, “care to join me?”

She watched me without reacting, then her lips twitched and she smiled, “Of course.”

Kate grinned at us and said, “My turn.” As she started getting the coke set up for herself, Amy contacted those North to pass on our determination.

I raced with Bailey to our shelter, calling back, “Join us, Kate!”

Before I knew it, I was over Bailey, she on her back, my raging hardon sinking deep into her pussy. She groaned as I thrust in and started to hammer her. It wasn't like the usual way Bailey and I made love. The coke had fueled my desire to a point where I needed to use every muscle at full strength. I felt powerful and Bailey was so soft below me. She held my hips as I slammed in and out of her. She started to moan as I ground down on her clit each time I struck home.

The coke gave me tremendous staying power for some reason. Long past the point where I should have cum, I held back. Bailey came from the missionary position, then came again when I flipped her over top of me and had her riding me. I kept pounding, pounding, pounding.

I could feel the coke fading. I tried to chase the buzz, but it slipped further. I hated that it was going away. I felt less strength in me. I started to lose my erection. Bailey noticed. “Everything okay?”

“Err, yeah,” I said, wiping the ribbons of sweat from my face, “just need a minute. Suck me?”

“Always,” she said eagerly.

Bailey slipped off me, a creamy smear of her juices on my shaft. She licked up the cream, then sucked my cock. I almost grew fully hard, but I had a difficult time staying erect. My orgasm was so close yet so far away. No matter what she did, nor how long she did it, I couldn't cum.

It was frustrating, actually. Minute-by-minute, I lost my ability to keep my dick hard, and the remaining head rush from the coke made me fixate on that, trying to get it back. I was completely limp in Bailey's mouth by the time she pulled off and said, “Anything I can do?”

I shook my head, angry at myself. Not so much angry, I guess, just the typical self-pity, frustrating after-effects of cocaine. I'd forgotten that part. I laid there a moment, my eyes closed. Bailey said, “Be right back.”

I stewed, not angry at Bailey in any way but still annoyed that she'd left. Thankfully, she returned and I opened my eyes to see that she brought me a joint. “Maybe this might help you come down easier.” I nodded and fired it up, inhaling deeply a few times before I started to feel better. Bailey's hand slowly shuffled on my cock, and in moments, I was hard again, finishing the joint just as my orgasm started to rush out. Bailey jacked me like a pro, working my shaft and giving the head of my dick just enough friction to keep me building.

Cum spurted out in huge globs in the air, to Bailey's delight. She giggled as it hit her face and splashed onto her breasts. Another shot hit her stomach, quickly running down between her legs. Three, four, five shots, all strong and thick, added to the mess on her body and mine. By the time I was done, cum was everywhere. Bailey's fist was covered, as was my shaft and most of my balls.

“That,” I said, trying to catch my breath, “is why I'll never do coke again.”

“What do you mean?” Bailey asked.

“I couldn't keep hard after a while. I forgot it did that to me sometimes. Never again.”

Bailey curled up with me and we rested together, our semen-covered bodies sliding past each other gently. “Good. While... I did enjoy how strong you felt... Like you were a breeding stud or something, I much prefer how we usually do it...”

“Me too. I promise. I'm done.” I realized we were still alone. “Any idea what happened to Kate?”

Bailey laughed. “She was eating Hakee's pussy like a demon. Hakee looked like she was in heaven, and Kate's face was all red and she was playing with herself almost as rapidly as you fucked me. I think she rather liked it. I left them a joint in case they needed it.”

“Always thinking of others, aren't you?”

Bailey shrugged against me. “Everyone thinks of me and Katie, so it's only fair.”

“Love you, Bailey.”

“And I love you, Kal.”